I left work and was going down the street where I saw 36 rollses phantom parked one next to each other, then went down the green park to squeeze myself between all those tourists taking photos but prefer local pigeons on green evenly cut grass and those twisted old trees and watching those people who are just walking. I went to the tube station and was partly suspended, so well I kept walking. I went to the church and I prayed, and there was this little beautiful girl who was running up to me even though her mother said not to, and she smiled to me and touched me, and I went back home and I was crying thinking about how far away I am now from God and how I never wanted to end up here and now. But then again I saw this shiny green leaves growing on this sharp and red wall and the sun came up and another girl smiled. So did I.